Part of being an adult is doing things you don’t want to do. I went to the bookstore though all I wanted to do was stay in bed. I wrote more on my private blog though I wanted to shove those thoughts down deep inside. Most of all, I did my cardio/abs video even though I REALLY didn’t want to.
And believe it or not, the English book store did not have a thesaurus. What? Well, not completely too. There was a combo dictionary/thesaurus. Not helpful.
I also got my hair cut. For the first time, I was able to look at myself in the mirror. And you know what? It wasn’t the hideous thing I was expecting. Just an ordinary person. Those words, year after year. They can skew your mind so much that you don’t know what to believe. Now I know to believe what I see with my own two eyes, not what the tapes are telling me.