I was dreaming about Christmas last night. But it centered around standing in lines. I don’t know what I was trying to get. I think there was a grocery store involved. No matter what I did, I couldn’t get to the register. There were people pushing in front of me. When I was next, the thing would close up so I had to go join another line. It was barrier after barrier.
It does make sense. I feel like I’m in a perpetual state of limbo right now. Will UH write off my medical bills? Will I still have my job in Hong Kong? When will my energy and stamina come back? How much longer will I be on antibiotics? Hell, will my life ever get back to normal?