My earliest memories date back to living in the city of L. I can so clearly see the red carpet in my room and the flowered wallpaper. The color of the carpet places my age at about 3-4. We moved to MH when I was four.
The thing I remember the most is my father undressing me. And as he was doing it, rubbing my chest and vaginal area. I felt so scared. It didn’t feel good. It didn’t feel right. I remember crying. He would try to get me to stop crying by offering me candy. And it worked. I was a kid and bribery obviously worked on me. I remember being cold and shivering. It was an old house and my room was drafty.
It was a nightly thing. I get a feeling in the pit of my stomach just thinking about it right now.